Instead of looking outside of yourself for answers. Be still. Ask yourself the same question in stillness. What is my souls purpose? What does my heart & soul choose to do in this present moment? Be aware of the mind. It will try to distract you to believe in doubts, stories and the past. It is not the truth. The way inwards is within you. Through the darkness and underneath the stories of the mind. Go to the place inside your heart. I will see you there.